OMG I'm soooo sorry!:(

Hey you guys!

Serously I'm getting a new computer soon! I'm sooo damn sorry that I haven't been blogging for the last week. It sucks I know, I didn't even blog on the 1st of March! Not that I have been doing very much. Friday there was a party, but like always I didn't kiss or meet any cute boys :( But I did do something really awkward.. When Carol T (we slept together after the party) and Jonah said goodbye to each other, I felt really awkward standing on my own next to them. So close to us there was a group of boys, so I walked over to them and asked them if I could talk to them, because it was really awkward standing next to them and being forever alone. They said yes and I stood there for a couple of minutes NICE! ;) Haha awwwwwkwwwward! That's pretty much the only fun thing I did this week, omg my life is boring!:O Oh well I will just write for the 1st of March now:

1st of March: 
1: Get my first boyfriend (yes I know, I'm 14 years old and I haven't had a boyfriend! LAME!!)
2: Get my first kiss (and since I haven't had a boyfriend, I've never kissed a boy :/)
3: Write on this blog every day
4: Eat healthier and get fit (I'm NOT a healthy eater, and I don't do alot of exercise and I'd like to change that)
5: Be a better person (cliche I know, but I really do want to be a better person.. Like doing volunteer work, or help animals or people)
6: Get better in school (I have a B- as my average grade, and I really want that to be and A- (At least))
7: Learn to play guitar or piano (I've always dreamed of being able to play an instrument)
8: Go on a "real" date (never been on one of those either)
9: Lie less (almost everyone lies every single day, but I don't want to do that anymore so....)

Okay, I will just take a look at these..
1: Nope still haven't had a boyfriend yet, I'm still forever alone!
2: Nope still haven't kissed anyone, but oh god I want to!
3: Yeah I haven't done that one at all! I'm so sorry, but I've just been busy and my computer is acting wierd and it all sucks! But I will really try to do better I promise! I know last month I counted all the days I missed, but well it's alot this time, I want to go to bed and I'm really lazy, so let's just say I missed many days ;)
4: Well I had some healthy days, but the eating thing isn't going that good, I just love sweats waaaay to much! But I have been doing my exercises and I'm very proud, but I do wish to get a better body, so I better start working out!
5: No no no I'm not a good person at all, I hate myself sometimes! But I'm really trying, and I think I'm doing a little better.
6. My grades has gotten a little better, thumbs up for me! But I still want them even better, and I made a deal with myself and Ella, that if we both get 4 of our grades up, we will go get massages, and I really want a massage so...
7. I'm actually learning how to play guitar, and I think it's going pretty well, soon I will be a pro!
8: Haven't been on a date yet, and I'm not sure it will ever happen.
9: I guess I still lie occasionally, but I don't remember, but maybe I do it without thinking, dear god I hope not! :/

So that was it, oh wow I haven't done any of them yet. But I'm working on it. there's still 10 months left ;)

Haha love M.E <3