Hey everyone!
I have spring/easter vacation this week, and I'm lovin' it! Tomorrow is my birthday, and soon I'll be 15, and be an old old old lady! I've never kissed a dude, or had a boyfriend and I'm fucking 15! It's really really really embarrassing! But hey I just gotta do something about it, like say... kiss somebody?!!! So I decided to go ahead and try to talk to some boys, maybe one thing will lead to another and..... We'll totally make out! :0 But there is the opportunity that, well, he won't like me and I'll never get a boyfriend.
Now enough with the depressing talk! Yesterday I had a sleepover with some of the girls from that musical I was in, so much fun! And we ended up spending half the night texting a guy from my school, and it was kind of you know, well, a little dirty. But I'm fine with it, except it's a little bit embarrassing because we never really talk in real life. But super duper fun night! And then the next day/today me and one of the girls I had a sleepover with went shopping with 2 other girls from musical. So much fun! Now I'm just really tired and ready to go to bed and wake up as a 15 year old girl.
I just have that feeling, you know, like I haven't accomplished enough in my life. Just take a look at these people, they're 14 and has accomplished so much more than me. Elle Fanning (and she's a year younger than me, omg!), Bella Thorne, Cody Simpson, Rebecca Black (Who btw looks much older than she is!) and RASCAL THE WORLD'S UGLIEST DOG!! Haha the last one was a joke, but it's true it's my age, check it out; http://ugliestdogs.net/worldsugliestdog.html, haha genius! But back to serious, they're all people who is famous and it's so annoying! I hate when I see someone my age, who is more successful than me, which everyone around me is ;) I don't want to be famous, I just want to get a boyfriend and for get my first kiss!
If you know the feeling, I'm having right now, please comment! It's nice to know that your not alone. Hope you enjoyed this! Love M.E<3
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