Hey everyone..
So the reason that I haven't been blogging was because of this big big drama thing that has been going on, and well I didn't want to blog about it 'til I was sure what was going on.. I am now.
It all started Thursday, in one of our breaks, me and Carol T saw Paul and she ran away. I was like dafuq? So later I asked her why. And this is some unexpected shit but... her answer was that Paul had written to her wednesday evening about the fact that he liked her. I was like whaaaaat? And I got very angry at him because he hadn't told me and I was running around thinking that he liked me. I was really really pissed and I talked very badly about him to Carol T. But when I asked to see the conversation she wouldn't let me, because she had "deleted" them. I was a little suspicious, but decided it was stupid..
Then friday I had decided to go talk to him, and tell him that I really wished he'd told me and that I'd heard it from him instead of from Carol. Btw I was so mad at him Thursday that I didn't text him back. But unfortunately I was a chicken and I just couldn't pull it together and go over there. When I got home I was pretty upset about it, and decided to call him instead (I couldn't wait the whole weekend). So I called him twice where he didn't pick up and the third time I left him a message where I told him why I was mad at him and all that. So after that I texted him, telling him to check his voicemail.. Now he told me that I had misunderstood a lot and if we could meet up saturday to talk about it. I really wanted that so I said yes. Even later that day Isabella wrote to me, she had some problems she would like to talk to me about.. She told me it felt like everything was building up, and she asked me if I knew what she meant. My response was that I felt like that at the moment.. So she asked and I told her about everything with Carol and Paul. Then she told me that she had been chatting with Carol, and Carol had told Isabella that she liked Paul.. So actually Carol had started it all!! And she had lied straight to my face! I was SO ANGRY.. How could she do this to me?
Then Saturday came around, and I played a soccer game and after that I went to talk to Paul about everything - I was really confused! So it turns out that pretty much everything Carol had told me was wrong. She started it with him, by writing that she used to like him and I guess it turned into telling him that she liked him.. So I had been mad at the wrong person (except Paul still should've told me..) so after talking to him, I met with Carol T, cause I thought she really owed me an apology. She decided to try to prove me wrong, but at last she admitted and told me that she was sorry.. Actually when I said goodbye she had tears in her eyes, but I'm glad we had that talk. But before I said bye I told her (there was a party that night) that if she wanted to she could come over and get ready, which Isabella and Cece did. So she did and I actually looked pretty good. Okay my parents had given me a little to drink, but I had more than that.. so I was pretty drunk, like I was drunk in the middle of the party but not in the end. So I kinda told this girl called Christina about Paul and Carol, and well she's Paul's exgirlfriend and she told everyone! Almost you know she told all of her friends! And now Paul hates me, because all the girls in his class seems to hate him. So what to do? Now one good thing happened at that party though.... I made out with this guy called Christian!!!! He was so freakin' hot and apparently he liked me!!!! Although he did make out with Anna too.. well I don't think it meant anything and that's fine with me.
Sunday everyone hated me... I decided Anna should hear from me that I made out with this Christian dude so I called her, but she didn't pick up. So I just texted her saying I was sorry. Now she got pretty pissed at me.. And on the same day I told Paul that I'd told Christina about him and Carol, he got very very very mad too. I felt hated and slutty -.-
So today I decided to talk to everyone and tell them all I'm sorry. Anna took it really good and it made me happy. I talked to Christina and told her that it was important that she didn't tell anymore people about it. And at last I told Carol T that I was so sorry. The only person I didn't talk to was Paul and he's probably the one who hates me the most. But I'm gonna talk to him on Wednesday (tomorrow the school's closed).
Yeah I know drama drama drama! But at least one good thing happened! Even though all this drama kind of ruined the happiness about it!
Love M.E<3
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