Hey everybody!
OMG OMG OMG! Okay so that guy Tom asked me if I wanted to go hang out downtown and I said yes, so we went there and bought ice-cream. It was kinda awkward but we made it work.. But then on the bus ride home something really awkward happened, he turned to me and said "Maia will you be my girlfriend?", my first reaction was that I stared at him for like 10 seconds before I realized he was serious. Then I just said "Uhm I don't know.. I have to think about that", the rest of the bus ride was spent in very very awkward silence.
Now the thing is; sure I like him he's nice, but in my head you should really be into each other before being in a relationship, and you should at least have kissed each other and by the way I love being single. So when I came home I wrote him a text (yes I know lame..) saying that I thought you should know each other better before being in a relationship and I wrote that I would like to know him better. So now we'll see...
But this made me think, and I think, I might like guys because I can't get them.. I mean the minute a guy likes me back, I stop liking him! And right now I'm still totally into Christian and I think the reason is that he obviously isn't into me. He never writes me and I haven't seen him since the party we met at. And for some reason it made me crazy that he liked on of my girlfriends profile picture on Facebook when he has never liked any of mine. Crazy much? And the worst part is that if he did write to me that he liked me or something I think my upsession would stop and I wouldn't like him anymore! What is wrong with me? Why can't I just like the guys I can get? God it shouldn't be this hard!
Love M.E<3
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