Hey folks!
Do you wanna hear something crazy? I went for a walk with Carol H and...... PAUL!! On friday night! A very short walk, but whatever the thing is that I talked to him and stuff and it wasn't really that awkward! :D I'm really happy, cause that means we can be friends in real life and not just over the phone and on the internet! Which is awesome!
Also I kinda have a dilemma.. My good friend Ashley was with her friends, drinking, a couple of days ago. She told me that they were all really drunk and that they all made out, guy on guy, girl on girl and the regular girl on guy! Since they were drunk it doesn't mean anything. So Ashley invited me to come with them the next time they are having this thing, and I'm thinking okay it's a great opportunity to make out for the first time and it doesn't matter if I suck at it, cause we're all drunk as hell. But on the other hand I feel very slutty-gross-ish if I make out with a girl! I mean isn't that a bit nasty? I know it doesn't mean anything, but at the moment I'm a like a "good girl" and I don't want to be a "bad girl" if you know what I mean? What do you think? Am I overreacting? Or do you agree and I shouldn't go? You know I really want my first kiss to be with someone I really care about and who cares about me.. But nothing has really happened, and I don't think anything is ever going to happen if that's what I keep on saying! Please help me!
Love M.E<3
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